What to do?

Well, I am currently sitting at home when I should be at church enjoying some fellowship and teaching. It isn't because we didn't get up, get ready, get out the door and arrive to church on time.

It is because, for the first time (OK, maybe second) ever, Samara was hysterical and inconsolable when we dropped her off at her Sunday School class. We weren't extremely surprised when it happened because she had been screaming most of the morning. I just thought it was because she is 2 and wasn't getting her way, but now I am not so sure.

There are no visible signs of sickness but let me just tell you that her attitude reeks of it. It makes me sad when I just don't know.

I hated to pull her out of class but we waited at least 15 minutes and she was still standing at the door screaming. How fair is that to the teachers and the other kiddos? Not to mention that she was miserable. Oh, this is such a dilemma for me? Why do I feel so guilty for snatching her up and loving on her?

Praying that the day gets better!